with colours and sweetness. <3

迷惑.

抽离.

似曾相识

愿结局不一样

只因为你比他更值得我珍惜

i believe besides a parent's love, all other loves are reciprocal.

there are ppl who meet, only during certain occasions. and the closest of friends do NOT do that.

a close friend of mine once told me that if i really treat someone as my dearest friend, every rejection should not prevent me from asking her out the next time. i had been sticking to that for the past 2 years, but enough might finally be enough.

if for every 10 rejections, you would make the effort to try organize one, i might not feel this way now. really touch your heart and tell me you did just that.

i hate:

how politics are unfair (ruling party prejudicing against opposition wards and not giving non-PAP MPs a decent place to hold their weekly mps, and so much more)

and how ungracious/less compassionate singaporeans are becoming because everyone seems to be more materialistic as the economy booms.

and how i am actually guilty of it.

i cant cant cant continue watching oppositions' rallies anymore, because i feel for the issues raised and i know for sure that nothing is going to change after this election. all the hypes wont translate into votes and we will still be sucking whatever the ruling party throws at us for the next 30years.

i'm living, i have to take it. but no way will i bring a new life to face this.

i made a choice long ago about my vote, but now i feel like being an irrational voter - vote opposing for the sake of opposing, even though i'm one insignificant voter out of 2.2million.

will stop caring about the rallies and all rational political debates online and just vote with my heart on may 7.