那一天，陪阿妈到四马路拜拜之后，陪她回大巴窑的巴刹见一见老朋友。

大巴窑是我出生的第一个家，所以那间巴刹是个从小就非常熟悉的地方。阿妈的朋友，就是在那里买油条的。 还住在大巴窑时，阿妈每天都会到那摊帮忙。而我和妹妹没事就会往巴刹跑，拿面粉在桌上乱搓， 等阿妈 “下班”。 对油条摊的阿妈和哥哥，和周围的那几摊摊主，真的是非常熟悉。当然，阿妈不煮的时候，也都在巴刹解决，对那里的吃当然也很爱。

在十五岁的那年，爸把房子卖了，搬走了。

这么多年了，回到那巴刹的次数，用一只手就能数得。在那兜留的时间更只是吃一顿饭那么短，也从没和那些认识的阿姨，叔叔打招呼。 唯有阿妈会三步五时会去和老朋友打交道。

隔了6年，再一次回到那里，感觉其实不陌生，只是一种感慨。 我还认得那些阿姨们，但他们却都不认得我了。因为有阿妈在，他们才知道我是阿妈的孙女。

再逛逛巴刹里的摊位，以为会面目全非，但看到好多好多摊位还是跟六年前的一摸一样。问自己，为什么会已为那里要有什么改变呢? 呆在那里的几个小时，每每都有怀念的感觉，因为那里真的真的感受到人情的温暖。街坊都热情的叙暖彼此，让我想到在这里，有些问候，只不过是礼貌性的点点头，微笑。

只有阿妈在这里，还有和几位老婆婆很熟悉。

下一代的我们，真的变得很没有人情味了吧。

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sat night.

i had a dream. it started of very very nicely, because i dreamt of a certain cute guy (yes THAT SIM guy). but it ended in a very very very bad note that was entirely unrelated to that cute guy. it became a nightmare! =(

HAHAHAZ. but come to think of it, it was damn funny after i told jy about it. =)

YEAR 2009.

2 overseas trips with 2 different groups of good friends.

first time overseas with friends only.

=) =) =)

i've heard that best friends can turn to foes when on holidays together.

i'm very very lucky that the above is not true for the 2 most important groups of people in my life. in fact, it brought us closer again. =)

thankful.

2x ACCA exams.

took 4 papers for the 1st time and failed 1.

took 3 papers for the 2nd time and awaiting results.

am having a bad feeling about it. might fail 2 papers.

=(

stopping ACCA for half a semester.

concentrating on UOL's may exams.

year 2010

lose 5kg!!

run at least 2 times per week.

less fooooooooddddd!

read more.

not fiction, but finance, world news, economy.

study hard.

clean my room at least once per week.

learn to love better.

with that, happy new year to all my lovelies. =)