massive plans for myself for the month of june. the most impt one is regarding numbers and determination! I WILL AND I CAN!! nothing big la, changing my lifestyle to a healthier one. =p

and also, looking forward to tidying up my pigsty, washing my mountain of clothes that NEEDS to be hand-washed, MJ sessions anyone?, readings (business week, newsweek and to the lib for some fiction), shopping since its the GSS (but i'm broke plus i've got 143631 clothes that i bought online and haven't tried on), and OHHHH almost slipped my mind- class registration for ACCA and modules planning for SIM.

I can't wait to start a full time job.

just half a year more and I'll start finding one.

uncertainties and fears will be overcome, with determination (always).

"I need, and MUST grow up, but I don't know how."

I used to think I'm very good at blocking away the big S, now it seems like it had never entered my life before. I'm trying all my best to face it but I really have no idea how. So it is growing into a godzilla S and it's friend, D, seems to be coming to visit.

Facing S, blocking D. Facing S, blocking D. Facing S, blocking D.

No, don't anyone dare to tell me that I don't have to worry about anything at this moment because I have my parents. because THAT FACT itself is stressing me up like germs multiplying.

the arms that i find relieve in, will become a S one day.

I don't want to wake up tomorrow, or in fact, any other days.

my devilish side of my brain is telling me to block everything out and just face the paper when it comes. my angelic side is coaxing me focus and attempt questions after questions in this limited time. i'm giving in to both and my head is exploding!