Saturday, July 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 2:49 AM

i dont like to use my brain.

a lecturer once told me that we should always be working our brain. sleeping is not for your brain to rest, but for your body to recover itself. we must always always think think and think.

so guilty when i heard it, because im blanking most of the time, even DURING lectures when that few hours should be spend concentrating on what the lecturer is saying and UNDERSTANDING it.

you know the fun part of studying is when i understand the theory, or understand how this formulae comes about, or understand any concepts that by understanding, i can skip the memorising for exams. but recently i realise my brain gets lazier and lazier and skip alot of understanding and resort to memorising.

"having the ability to buy, but choosing not to"
shall keep this in mind and try to meditate the materialistic side of me away.

life wont be life if it ain't full of shit, and times like this: STUCK in a never ending whirlpool of negative self-worthiness.